Crash and Burn

It was bound to happen. I have been running on pure adrenaline for about three weeks now. Something had to give. Yesterday it gave...

I slept for around 12 hours. Me. Me, who can't ever sleep more that 5 or 6 hours at the most. Me, who always wants to stay up and play and then wake up early to start again.

It wasn't even just that I wanted to sleep or that I was tired it was that I could not physically make myself get out of bed...

All the thoughts in my head for the last three weeks...  Yay I get to go to Europe, what should I pack for a year, I'm gonna miss everybody, okay this isn't working out like I planned, I think God is trying to tell me something, I'll have to swallow my pride and go home, I hope I can catch my train to make it to Paris, how am I going to get to the airport that early, oh no what if my flight is delayed, I'm so excited the Lord got me home without a hitch, Wow I'm engaged, date, dress, place, I'm so excited that we're getting married okay now I need to find a job, oh my gosh how am I going to find a job in a downturn economy, I need to have faith that the Lord will work this out...Went away. Just like that. Poof they are gone. Isn't God awesome!

In fact I think I'll go take a nap! I thank the Lord for blessing me with some time off to recover from all the excitement!

Soon I'll post my wedding plans so you can all know what's going on!