Raw

Okay so I had three good days of writing all things Uganda Trip for y'all and then my phone ran out of battery and I forgot to bring the correct adapter and oh yeah, there were mucho raw and crazy emotions and I just couldn't put the words together. Still can't.

Just popping in to tell you that we will be headed home tomorrow. We had some encouraging meetings and some not-so-encouraging meetings. Most importantly we got to be with our boys, to hug then right and let them know we are coming.

Honestly, it was harder than I thought it would be. Actually I don't know what I thought it would be like. I just know when we left on Thursday there were a lot of tears on both sides of the gate.

I'm frustrated and angry because I just want them to be with us. I'm scared and overwhelmed because I can see how difficult it is going to be. I'm excited and peaceful all at once knowing that things went better than I ever dreamed they would upon a first meeting and that they are in good hands until we can come back.

Y'all sometimes it's not just that I don't have the words to say on this little blog, it's that I don't even have the words to say to God. I choke on them, strangled by a web of mixed emotions.

Would you please stand in the gap for us? Please pray that we can get a court date so quickly that our bags don't even get unpacked before we turn right back around. Oh my village, I think it's been awhile since I told you how much I love you.

Thanks peeps.