The good news is I have completely replaced the lack of faith in my heart, also know as my fear of labor and delivery. The bad news? I have replaced it with a complete lack in my ability for long suffering. Translation: I am no longer afraid of actually having a baby because I am so ready to HAVE THIS BABY.
More bad news? Russ is preaching on John 15 this week which means our breakfast discussions have revolved around abiding in Jesus and seeing the fruit of the Spirit. Which I so obviously don't have.
Really, does it just sometimes scare anyone else out of their wits how totally personal and up-in-my-business God is?!??
Don't mistake me, it hurts so good to know He cares enough to call me out.
Anyways, if your wondering where I'm at this week take a stroll around Vega. God created gravity for a reason and I will be using it to my full advantage this week.
"Twas Grace that taught my heart to fear and Grace my fears relieved"